{"id":1872,"date":"2008-12-11T14:40:00","date_gmt":"2008-12-11T18:40:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/?p=1872"},"modified":"2008-12-11T14:40:00","modified_gmt":"2008-12-11T18:40:00","slug":"winter-program-psych","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/?p=1872","title":{"rendered":"Winter program &#8211; PSYCH!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Em&#8217;s been telling us all week that she has a winter program at school tonight.  The school sent something home about it too that I didn&#8217;t look at too closely, since I thought I knew all about it already.  Today I found out that the winter program is actually for fifth graders.  Em&#8217;s in fourth grade, and their program will be later in the season.<\/p>\n<p>Apparently Em just wanted to be in tonight&#8217;s program so badly that she was telling us (and everybody) that she was going to be in it.  I finally figured it out when she wrote &#8220;FIFTH GRADE PROGRAM&#8221; in her planner and then told me she was the only fourth grader in it.  I then asked her to tell me the truth, because I needed to know so I knew whether to take her up there early, was she going to be in the program?  She started backtracking. &#8220;Well, it might be true.  I might be in it.  I don&#8217;t know.  Maybe I&#8217;ll be in it.&#8221;  We finally got down to the truth.  You wouldn&#8217;t think a kid with autism who has trouble with language would have such a desire to be on the stage, but she really does.<\/p>\n<p>She really wants to go up and watch the fifth grade program.  That&#8217;ll be tricky, since we&#8217;ve got math this afternoon and homework tonight.  The program is at 6:15 and she&#8217;s usually tuckered out and ready for bed by 8.  However, she really, really wants to go, so <i>if<\/i> we can make the timing work, I&#8217;ll get the joy of going up and watching a bunch of 10-year-olds whom I don&#8217;t know perform &#8220;Hot Cross Buns&#8221; on the recorder.<\/p>\n<p>The things we do for our children.<\/p>\n<p><i><b>ETA:<\/b>  It wasn&#8217;t that bad.  Also, they gave out raffle tickets to students.  Em got hers, and put it in my pocket and didn&#8217;t want to look at it.  Then when they started calling the numbers, she very dejectedly said, &#8220;I don&#8217;t want to win anything.&#8221;  Then midway through they called out her number.  She shot out of her chair as if she&#8217;d been fired from a gun.  She walked doublespeed up the aisle to claim her prize, a yellow plastic water bottle.<\/p>\n<p>Em doesn&#8217;t like uncertainty and disappointment, so she always steels herself for the worst.  But secretly, inside, she always hopes for the best.  That&#8217;s my girl.<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Em&#8217;s been telling us all week that she has a winter program at school tonight. The school sent something home about it too that I didn&#8217;t look at too closely, since I thought I knew all about it already. Today I found out that the winter program is actually for fifth graders. Em&#8217;s in fourth [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[87],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1872"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1872"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1872\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1872"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1872"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kissmyknits.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1872"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}